I might not be able to see Radiohead next week, because of the damn electricity bill being estimated at £186. Bastard southern electric. I shall know by about tuesday if i can go or not.
I'm so fucking pissed off with my dad right now. I told him weeks ago i'd need a bit of help with the bills, but oh no, he has to go waste money on crap he does not need ie fags and stupid motorcycle magazines. I would move out, but i cannot afford to at the moment.
And to top it all off, i'm on new medications which are making me extremely drowsy, i just hope i can wake up early enough on tuesday morning, though i may just not take them on monday night to be on the safe side, screw my mental well being, i'm as yet not a gibbering wreck that needs vodka to numb the pain.
God i sound so fucking emo about it. Shoot me please.
Oh and i will get extremely angry if the FA Cup Final over runs today. I want to see the new cybermen episode on time at 7pm, not 20 minutes late.
I'm so fucking pissed off with my dad right now. I told him weeks ago i'd need a bit of help with the bills, but oh no, he has to go waste money on crap he does not need ie fags and stupid motorcycle magazines. I would move out, but i cannot afford to at the moment.
And to top it all off, i'm on new medications which are making me extremely drowsy, i just hope i can wake up early enough on tuesday morning, though i may just not take them on monday night to be on the safe side, screw my mental well being, i'm as yet not a gibbering wreck that needs vodka to numb the pain.
God i sound so fucking emo about it. Shoot me please.
Oh and i will get extremely angry if the FA Cup Final over runs today. I want to see the new cybermen episode on time at 7pm, not 20 minutes late.
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