I'm stuck in the tardis

I have two appointments coming up in the next few weeks. The first one is a physio appointment, i need to get my neck area checked out.
The second appointment and most important of all, is my pre op assement thing. Which will involve me being pined down probably so they can take blood samples, then a few X-rays.

I'm waiting to hear in the next two to four weeks about my laptop, which is being sent off to be fixed. If of course they can fix it. If not i'll probably get a new laptop or i may get an ibook instead.

The laptop should come in handy for when i'm in hospital, i'll probably write about my god awful experince of hospital food. That is of course if i stay overnight. Which i'm hoping against, as i'd rather be at home and away from any nasty super bugs.

My mood is rather flat at the moment, no real change.
I'm just feeling very lonely at the moment. But in a different way to feeling sorry for myself. I can't really explain it.
I feel hollow for some reason.