I'm stuck in the tardis

1. Now that you've found it, it's gone
Now that you feel it, you don't
You've gone off the rails

2. Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

3. Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

4. And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

5. I want you to know
He's not coming back
He's bloated and frozen
Still there's no point in letting it go to waste

6. Far away far away
I can't feel you today
I need healing my love
Appetite running fast, following my gut
Turning up every rock

7. Lost in the mountains
Rust in my brain
The air is sacred here
In spite of your claim

8.Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel anymore for you.

9. come clean, there's no sun yet
the only lights here are made
i can't speak, i can't hear, but i know i'm real
there's no warm here anyway

10.
I won't feel guilty
No matter what they're telling me
I won't feel dirty and buy into their misery
I won't be shamed cause I believe that love is free

11.Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway
But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every c.o.g.
The fickle fascination of an everlasting god
You know I'm not dead

12. Asked a girl what she wanted to be
She said baby, can't you see
I wanna be famous, a star on the screen
But you can do something in between

13. Kill me Sarah,
kill me again with love,
it's gonna be a glorious day.

14.All the rooms were numbered
And the losers turned away
Don't turn away

15. And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

16. This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on you,
I'll give up on this.

17. When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

18. Suck, suck your teenage thumb
Toilet trained and dumb
When the power runs out
We'll just hum

19. Speaker emulation system
In the miracle strain
The weather by Nick Cave
Where I'm calling from is the dark end

20. Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.