I'm stuck in the tardis

Well i and many other people have known that for years. I just can't stand the idiots who are on crack and base their entire view that the next radiohead album is going to be the shitest since pablo honey based on one song.
That song being I want none of this. Which i thought was a rather nice song, very understated in it's execution.

I'm actually enthused by what appeared at the ether festival (arpeggi and where bluebirds fly) and all the music that was purely Jonny Greenwoods work. Radiohead have outgrown the styles that were the bends and OK Computer. They have grown as a band and have moved on.
But some people cannot grasp this fact. I can understand people wanting an OK Computer version 2. But i doubt that will happen.
Mainly due to Thom Yorke's dislike of repeating himself, which the band to some extent shares.
I shall probably follow Radiohead untill the bitter end.

I think i shall whack on Kid A before i goto sleep. That album helps me calm my thoughts down. Which means the music has done it's job from view point.

I have far too many of them running through my head at the moment.
I am once again a slave to my thoughts.
Trying to organise them into some logical form.
But that always fails.

And i end up being stuck in a loop. Forever repeating myself. Delayed in getting on with my life.
This is what brings me down the most. Being unable to see past the thoughts that distract me, and therefore make me miss out on life.
I sometimes wish i'd never been born. But wishful thinking gets me nowhere.

I guess it's time to find that inner strength of mine and cut through all the crap. I've never understood why people say i'm a strong person.
I can be tough when i need to be. But most of the time i'm just trying to put a plaster on the wounds to stop myself from falling into a thousand shattered pieces of glass.

I want to be normal. But since when has anyone been normal ? Normality is a condition which soicety places on a person.
This is yet another factor that can hinder a person in reaching the dizzy heights of where their talents can take them.
No one in the west really thinks outside of the box anymore. We are trapped in a void of nihilism. Obsessed with pointless celebs, who haven't really done anything to deserve to fame and fortune.
I don't hate the culture i've grown up in, i just dislike where we might be headed. A fall into the abyss, where madman rule the world. And mankind enters another dark age.

But i'm hopeful we can avoid this trap, which has befallen many different cultures. My moods might be dark, but i do see the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes, only for that light to be taken away. Leaving me in the darkness of my mind. Thinking of pointless drivel like this.