I'm stuck in the tardis

But not as much as before. The chemists did'nt have my prescription stuff, so they are trying to get it for tomorrow. Yet another excuse not to stay in bed and fester with my thoughts.

I actually like walking around Oxford on cold mornings, lots of people hanging about and stuff.
I'm just annoyed that i've let myself go as badly as i have. I get into a depressive rut and i think sod it, i can't be arsed anymore.

Ah well i've pulled myself out of that for the moment. I have to concentrate on getting my body back into shape. I'm falling to pieces in certain places.

Not much to look forward to this week, but i've decided that i might start walking round christ church meadow in the mornings to get some exercise. On the plus side it's only a few minutes walk from my house. I love sinking into the history of Oxford. I may not have the brains for Oxford Uni, but there is something about this place i call home (oxford) that i can't quite place.

Right i need to eat soon, then try to do what i haven't been able to do since last week.

God damn i hate myself sometimes. Bad Kevin.