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I think i'm losing my marbles, slowly but surely. I've been out and about over the last few days. But i just feel so out of place at the moment. It's just one of those peroids of time before i have a psychotic episode. I feel the voices slowly creeping up on me.
Though it's silly because the voices are not real, just the result of a chemical reaction or lack of a chemical reaction in my brain going off. I guess i should really think about going back onto an antipsychotic medication. But most of them cause me to lose control of my body movements. It often involves painful spasms in my neck. That i sometimes need to get physio for.
Still things could be worse, i could be scribbling nonsense on my bedroom walls. Oh hang i've been doing that on illout. DOH!
I'm just so damn tired of going round in circles. I'm stuck in a loop. I sometimes break that loop but it always resets itself.
Oh well come June i will have something occupy my mind.
Though it's silly because the voices are not real, just the result of a chemical reaction or lack of a chemical reaction in my brain going off. I guess i should really think about going back onto an antipsychotic medication. But most of them cause me to lose control of my body movements. It often involves painful spasms in my neck. That i sometimes need to get physio for.
Still things could be worse, i could be scribbling nonsense on my bedroom walls. Oh hang i've been doing that on illout. DOH!
I'm just so damn tired of going round in circles. I'm stuck in a loop. I sometimes break that loop but it always resets itself.
Oh well come June i will have something occupy my mind.