I'm stuck in the tardis

So i figured out i'd probably be better off going back to college than going through the open university. As i need structure to get things done. So i have a while to figure out what i want to do, though i guess i've had enough time already trying to figure that out.
I'm not feeling so great moodwise, i can't be arsed to get my new medication. As it means i have to be very careful about what foods i eat. As a lethal reaction can occur. I really don't want to die just yet.
I still have too much to do.
Other than that life goes on pretty much the same as usual. I'm reading more at the moment. Books have always been the place i escape to in times of trouble.
I've made a start on reading the order of the phoenix again, as i like that book. Even though it's the longest of the Harry Potter books so far.

I really need to get a camera bag for my new camera, then i can start roaming oxford taking pictures of random stuff. I'm still trying to figure out all the functions on my camera. So that should keep my mind off the very dark thoughts i've been having lately.
And that is where i shall stop, because i really don't like going into all that stuff. I am a very private person and probably why i don't really talk much in person (aside from my fear of social situations).